Grrr

I have yet to fall asleep! Life kinda fell apart tonight! Jason's parents are visiting for the day and Jason and I got into a huge, marriage threatening argument and Claudia decided to throw herself into the mix in typical Claudia fashion! This is not something that I understand nor do I have control over therefore, I need to let go and let God!!! God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the will to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference!!! I have been laying in bed, emotionally and physically exhausted, yet I can not sleep! It is 1:14 and I have to be up for work by 5am!!! It's going to be a very long day with Everett not taking a nap!!! And Jason works until 6pm!!!

Now I got my grievances down on "paper" it is time to let go and count my blessings!!!

1. I am a child of an all powerful and mighty God!!!

2. I have a husband who loves me very much and is willing to do whatever it takes to repair our marriage!!!

3. I have the best child in the entire world!!!

4. I have great parents who love us and are willing to help us out however they can!!!

5. I have a roof over my head and even though we have complaints about where we live, we've made a year here so far and "home" is where the heart is!!!

6. I have a job that if I can get a rein on our expenses and spending habits could bring in some income and potentially savings for our family!!!

7. We both have working, running cars!!!

8. I seem to be getting a grip on my health- eating and fitness a little bit more and am losing weight again!!! 3 pounds this last week!!!

9. Everett had a great day with his grandparents at the RR museum.

10. We potentially have a summer fun pass for 3 months at the gym. Just have to get Everett acclimated to the daycare!!!